I have had mild sleep apnea for a long time now and I never woke up feeling like this from it. I would MUCH rather the sleep apnea than this, I feel like I’m dreaming, I have a headache, I’m nauseas, my breathing is off and out of nowhere I’ve started twitching/shaking.
I am very, very angry right now which I would imagine is a symptom of the shit sleep and headache.
I am a software developer and my job requires a lot of mental output and today I just couldn’t do anything. I told my boss I was sick and stopped working after about 2 hours. I probably couldn’t do basic math right now. I refuse to live like this for any extended period of time.
I’ve scoured through this subreddit for a couple of days now and I’ve found a bunch of posts about not feeling great the first week or so, but this is well beyond not feeling great. This is not acceptable, I would almost rather be dead than feel how I feel right now.
Has anyone else felt anything similar? Do you have any recommendations for me? I will literally be unemployable if I continue down this path for more than a couple of days.
Also, my anger in this thread is not directed at this sub or CPAPs or anything else other than how I’m feeling at the moment. I hope nobody takes it as anything other than that.