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pushing everyone away – iDunmed

i have lost myself. the toll this shit has brought on my mentality. I have pushed all my friends away because hanging out with them with this shit is pointless, I say nothing because nothing is on my mind my inner monologue has been stripped away. I am not able to visualize concepts and my creativity has dissapeared. I enjoyed making music but now I can’t even recall words. brain fog brain fog brain fog. depression. apathy. no enjoyment for absolutely anything. it all feels pointless and hopeless. I had dreams and aspirations but they’re gone. I feel like a robotic zombie. I can’t remember shit I can’t feel shit fuck it all. brain fog brain fog brain fog :/ pissed and sad . i get on cpap soon but if it doesnt help then i give up

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